Yes I do think you just know when the time is right. But every other time I always had an excuse - a birthday or the weekend or superbowl, etc. This time it was Christmas. Recenetly, I would spend a lot of evenings drinking and trying to control how much I drank, drinking water in between drinks, taking breaks. So whats the point in drinking then?
I am trying to stick to it this time, other then my 9 month pregnancy, the longest I have not had a drink was 3 weeks in the last 3 years so, I have a long way to go. And I am not worried about these days, I am worried about a month from now when my brain tricks me into thinking that I can handle it again, that I will have self control with alcohol but I know right now I can't. I wish I could freeze this moment in my brain and revisit it when I have the cravings again. But thats impossible....