I guess this first post makes it real
I've been lurking around on SR for several months. Another popular late-night pursuit: googling "am I an alcoholic?". If alcoholism is a disease, and I personally believe it is, then why is there no conclusive test (rhetorical question)?
This is my second time quitting. Day 20. Made it 59 days last time. Last time was an "experiment" to prove/change my relationship with alcohol. Today I would say "I don't drink." The attitude change feels significant.
It's interesting that it seems easier this time, but I am already beginning to rationalize the "perhaps one day I can have a drink." Thanks to Pigtails for the helpful thread earlier today. Also, ForeverDecember (DecemberForever?) posted a helpful response in alcohol information started by avgcollegekid.
As a newbie I would appreciate any directions from the "seasoned" members about how to best use this site.