My AH has been passed out since 8 p.m. I'm alone as usual with my thoughts....so just wondering if the reason I am so weak is because I grew up with alcoholic parents who finally went into treatment while I was in high school. The first time was just my dad and then both of them went again later. My dad passed away of cancer about 7 years ago and my mom drinks alone now at night. My parents weren't overly abusive but maybe slightly neglectful...seems how I was sexually abused by an Uncle. Now I'm extra cautious with my 6 yr. Old lil girl and my 1 1/2 yr. Old baby girl. My AH tells our son that all women are stupid and even tells our daughter to get her hands out of his pockets and u women always trying to steal my money! He calls our kids dumb asses and idiots....