Sober
You have all the questions and concerns I had before making my final leap of faith. It was the best jump I have ever made. I am actually enjoying the activities I did in the past. I didnt realize how much I was missing. Time spent with my children is incomparable. Fishing is better. Parties are more fun and if they are not....I leave. I do what I want now. Not what my beer dictates.
The ole doctors rule....whatever the patient tells you their alcohol consumption is.....triple it. Not being mean just the rule of thumb.
This is a wonderful place and has saved my life. I hope that you get as much out of it as I have.
Just sayin
DAve