as of now, I'm just using this site. I have no problem with AA - it just doesn't work very well for me. It's too difficult to find the right meeting, and when I get there, I'm far too shy and private to share or open up to other people. I've been to the meetings before, and they were great. But the meetings were not going to do it for me. I would never be able to get to them consistently. I like SR because I can get support immediately when I start to have doubts or cravings, and I'm not scared of talking about how I feel. Last week was the first time I posted on this site - and it was also the first time I have ever "talked" about any of the things going on in my head while I am trying to deal with this problem.