This is my second xman sober. And its still tough at times. Some moments I just want to drink so bad its scary. But I get busy doing something....remembering the HALT......hungery? aggrivated? lonely? or just tired? If I feel like drinking bad its normaly because of one or more of the above....Sometimes I just start talking to God out loud, telling him how I feel, and to take it away....and just try to relax and think about good things....the depression I deal with doesn't help as well. But I just take it one moment at a time if a day is too much at that time.....keep in touch we all have to help eachother. Cause we know how it is better than others what we deal with day to day....I find much comfort on this site.....knowing this is part of my family, who understands, and feels my pain, and joy..."put your hand and mine, and we WILL make it together....not alone.