arlie,
Whether you label yourself "an alcoholic" or not is really beside the point. But if it is the only thing that will make you seek help, then by all means.
What is clear to me is that there is a very serious and dangerous problem with your drinking... and driving. One of these days your "luck" is going to run out. You will hurt yourself or someone else.
Seek help NOW please. Why do you want to wait until the new year? How many times will you be driving drunk until then?
If AA isn't your cup of tea, talk to your Dr., go see an addiction counselor. Many excellent psychotherapists also are qualified addiction counselors.