Two years I had to learn the hard way,
That love alone can’t fix everything,
I had to learn, that I got addicted to your
Addiction.
When u were happy, I was happy,
When u were sad, I was sad.
I picked up all the broken pieces,
Over and over again. That gave me the fix.
I had to learn, that friends, don’t hold
My hand through good and bad times,
I had to learn, that they just leave you,
As soon as I started struggling with you.
And you?
You close the door on those who tell you,
And hide in the bottom of your bootle,
Drinking and swigging your life away.
Drunken rampages,
Name-calling,
Paranoia,
And hate.
You ignore us, you ignore the world,
Just keep drinking and losing this internal battle.
You numb yourself,
Even at the cost of everything-
Love,
Happiness, And a home.
Rock bottom isn't low enough, is it?
I have to watch you waste away
Do I have to watch you end ?
When it's my eyes that sink slowly in sadness
My throat that doesn't swallow,
my voice that doesn't sound
How do we call this your 'sickness?"
You make the choice
You get to be high; I clean you up
I get to be here for both of us
And you, you get none of the blame
Just the escape, the attention
Because you're the one with the disease
And I'm just with the diseased
Now, I have to learn, to take care first,
Of myself and have to let u go …
And u decide, just for yourself, if
Rock bottom isn't low enough?