I'm moving house at the minute so I'm in an almost empty room bar a few boxes...I have nothing to tidy or sort unfortunately! I considered going for a run but it's 1.40am here and my house is in a dodgy area so it's not very safe (it's alos minus 4 degrees which puts me off a bit lol!). I would go for a drive but I feel so high that I'm not sure I'd be safe to drive right now and there's nowhere to go at this time....gahhhhh, I'm not trying to make excuses I promise and I really appreciate all your support, maybe I should take a shower
I can't drink her vodka, if it isn't mine to throw away then it isn't mine to drink! I don't really want to drink anyway, I just want this manic feeling to stop and I know drinking would slow my head down a bit. I'd definitely regrt it if I did though