If it's that much fun why do they need to drink to enjoy it, or get out their heads on booze an drugs. It's all an illusion, there's not that many parties that would go on if it wasn't for the alcohol involved. I've felt like that all weekend feeling like things didn't go my way, not a bad weekend as such, just things not going to plan and was thinking of taking a drink. that old voice in the head "yea, just a couple of drinks just to feel a bit better, liven things up, lol" but I didn't drink and am so glad! Coz who knows what I would have been left with!!! Hang on in there, it will be so well worth it in the end, please don't take that drink.