FT, it's funny you mentioned that that the Extended relief didn't give you that "euphoria".
I honestly DO NOT want that high and I feel that it's very important that I don't get that high!!!!!!
I simply want to be out of pain. I've been on the roller coaster long enough to realize that.
I think that's important because we both know that that's the driving force of addiction. Getting that "High"! Addicts are always chasing that high and you know from experience that after taking these meds for a long time - well, you never can get that high you did for the first week.