Hey man get yourself up dust off and keep walking or crawling if you have to in the right direction.
I am there with you and F355, as in I am at day 2 again, it would be so easy to stop on the way home and pick up something and be three sheets to the wind in a few hours. I had a moment there just now before I read this where I was seriously considering it.
I am sorry that you feel the way that you do but, man, no one can drink as much of that deppressent as people like we do and feel all that good about ourselves. Isn't that one of the reasons that we decided to quit? Probably like me you never felt all that good about yourself in the first place but how much has alcohol really helped with that? I know that it hasn't me. Well bro all I can say is that I hope you sleep it off, wake up feeling like complete ****, and pour that bottle out, then step out of your front door with some fresh determination.
I'll be thinking of ya
INH