I am ever so grateful to be fortunate enough to have benefits many don't have, and I am ESPECIALLY grateful to be sober. I remember when I actually dreaded three-day weekends because I knew what they would do to me. If I had gone into retirement as an active alcoholic, I don't think I would have lasted long.
You just reminded me how fortunate I am (with disability and all my medical needs are assured thru the VA).
I am so glad you are back.
Beth