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This is called taking time to get yourself together and getting through all the changes you have had.
What's the rush? You can take your time and enjoy the peace of being alone for a while....there's nothing wrong with that.
Healing is good. Peace is good. The rest will come when the time is right.
Something we have learned in our recovery is that it is okay to be good to ourselves, and to be alone. We don't need someone else to hand us the key to happiness - that key is ours. And we earned it.