Ok, I picked up a white chip today and explained how I had been dishonest and let my pride get in the way of picking one up 26 days ago.
I went on to share that I have been trying to avoid sharing my true feelings as well as how I am *really* doing with the group.
I can't do it alone anymore. If I don't swallow my pride and admit that I am not perfect and made of steel, I will never stay sober. I have to ask for and accept help from others.
I am glad AA is a "we" program.