I started this thread a year ago today. I'm happy to report that I am sober, happy and healthy. Thanks to help from SMART recovery, a healthy diet, meditation, yoga, Campral and a positive attitude I will have a year of sobriety on Christmas Eve. In the past year I have also lost about 98lbs and have become dedicated to fitness. My life is so much better than it was a year ago. Sobriety is not only possible, but it possible to gain a rich, happy and rewarding life in sobriety. Being sober really is about so much more than just not drinking.