Hi Rocker and Welcome!
I hope you continue to post. Tha was probably the scariest post I've read in a long time (in a good way
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I don't know if this would help you, but for me I associate alcohol smells with certain things. Wine=vinegar, hard liquor=liniment, and beer=vomit. When I smell any of them I immediately associate them with those smells. It's not hard since they all do smell like that. I got on the train this morning and the car I first got on smelled of beer from the night before...I almost got sick and moved quickly to the next car. Just reading abou you cracking a beer and taking an inhale makes me queasy. It's easier not to relapse if the stuff revolts you.
Hope that trick helps!