I do believe that addicts are judged harshly but that is because of their harsh treatment. It is easier for me to say that this is about addiction instead of saying he really didn't love me and was using me all along until he found his queen. If addicts love, then what he is showing me is not love, what he shows his mom is not love, what he shows his children is not love. So if love is up to him is he just so cruel? Is it that I am unloveable? If addicts can love then I am back to thinking I did something wrong. But if it is addiction I know that I did nothing to deserve this cruel treatment