I don't care how "strong' you may feel on New Years Eve but you NEVER know when that trigger will raise it's ugly head.
WHY put yourself in that position if you really want to quit?
Are you ready to quit?
Are you serious?
If you are you have to change your life, especially your access to it.
Seriously please consider this. I've learned this from others on SR and it is what has kept me clean and sober
Blessings to you dear one. Blessings and strength to grow in your recovery.
Welcome to SR and keep us posted on how you are doing!