Good job on 20 days
Congratulations on staying sober 20 days, before you know it, it'll be 200 days. Peer pressure is one of my weakness's, but, i've reunited with one brother and his family after 26 years of not speaking. I have now been to numerous functions and politely turned down beers/joints/whatever. Im 1 year 5 months sober amd 84 days off crack. For most of that time I have been hiding and running and it has worked somewhat. Although I made it, there was temptation, and Im not gonna let my guard down. Although I feel strong if I go back to using because of this reunion then I'll have to stop seeing them for the most part. The reality of all this, is that I am an addict and it is necessary that I stay sober/straight for my own well being.
I hope you have happy holidays, no matter how and where you spend them.