In about 30 minutes I will have made it to day 21 of sobriety for me. After 20 years of using marijuana on a daily basis, I decided to give it up (again!) and to open up my life to the possibilities of what I can be while clean: a better mom to my 4 year old boy, a better wife, and an actual "contributing member of society."
My fear is that all this will go down the toilet come New Year's Eve. I've been able to resist using despite the fact that my husband still smokes every day, but I'm worried I'll cave come day 48. We will be with a bunch of folks to celebrate and I know MJ will be around and once I smell it I'm not sure I'll be able to tough it out. I guess I could just drink instead. . .
