I think God is truly guiding me through this!! I feel good how I am staying calm and responding to the kids. I know this is hard especially for my middle daughter she is old enough to feel the changes but has not seen his bad behavior......so she doesnt understand
I prayed to God to give me something to do to make her feel better and I started singing!! She was laughing and fel better!! He is giving them a guilt trip and I said this is my choice to better my family and we are going to bed and not going to the house tonight....sad but this is what I gotta do right now!!