Doing well a little anxious but gotta live in reality and not by emotions!! I have stopped comminications while drinking and did not even look at my phone until the morning....He came over last night at 930 my friend told him we were sleeping and Thank God he walked away. He is loosing his self control!! It is soo sad to see this!! I am to blame for everything right now.....I really hope he will realize he has a problem. He is not handling his phone calls with the kids well trying to put all this on me which is soooo sad. I am standing firm....