Thanks for both of your replies. It is just so nice to be able to express my fears. I'm not married and my little sister and brother in law have been helping me. Poor Brenda has to come over day to change my dressing. I know it is an imposition but I'm having a little trouble accepting my toes are not there anymore-I can NOT look at it every time I've caught a glimpse it has turned my stomach besides being an awkward area to bandage.
So you can see why I can't talk to either of them, they are both having to do so much for me. It has been months that I've required almost daily help caring for my 4 dogs and 3 cats. I can not throw more at them- Always upbeat and appreciate amd I am apprecative.
It is nice to be able let it all hang out (I've dated myself with that one)
Foxy