Originally Posted by
mm0115 
It's hard because I am being pushed in a dirrection I don't want to be in. I want to be married I love him but I cannot tolerate this behavior. I do not deserve this and neither do my kids!! I need some prayer!! Please pray for us!!
Marriage takes two.
Not one (only you).
Not three (you, him, the bottle)
Work with reality, and put your kids and your safety first.
CLMI