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Old 12-02-2011, 03:07 PM
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finaltime
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Ivankatz, today is day 15 for me! And you asked about the smell? I know exactly what you are talking about. I smelled it all day yesterday! I just think about all those nasty chemicals coming out of my poors!! Ugh!! Thank you for posting about your experiences. It's insane how much our brain gets warped into thinking we can not function unless we have pills!! My entire well being was obsessed with pills. If I had them I was out doing things, having fun, being social. If I was close to the end of my stash I was spending endless time trying to get more. My drug dealer always would meet me after work at 4:30. I can't tell you how time would barely move until that time came, or how stupidly excited I would be on that drive!! Then I would celebrate that first night by taking more than I should, seeing I had 40 or so. 2 days later I was back to the seeker stage. I am so grateful to not be at that point!!!
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