lol, he is on the lease. I also can't really afford my own rent AND $600.00/month child care. I am just going to have to take the plunge and be super broke/rely on him to help me with money for the care of our son.
I DID love him once and this is painful because when my son was born I thought he could be a good dad if only, if only, if only. You get it, right?
It has taken me a while to get my head straight and I am finally coming to terms with the situation, which are all good things. I have asked him to leave, but he doesn't take me seriously. I try to talk, he ignores, deflects, etc.