FT,
Going through this process has been a life changing experience. Being former law enforcement, and thinking back 20 years. I always knew what DOC abuse resulted in with others. I never TRUELY understood how it got from point A to B.
I'm the guy who who started out because I actually needed some relief. Never did I realize how it would turn out to be.
There were times in my life that I actually thought my life was not worth living.
I actually thought that if I died somehow, my pain would end.
It was through my faith, family, and my furry little children did I realize that "Mr Hyde" was the one telling me that.