to bright light
I am so sorry for your hurt and pain. I truly do not see why they enjoy this feeling of being "messed up or drunk". I just wish I could show him that what I have to offer is so much better than that feeling. I too have had dinner waiting and he doesn't want to eat because of drinking. The truth is whether I can convince him to help himself or not I will stick by him till the end in hopes that there is a light at the end of this dark tunnel. I want so badly sometime to be able to leave but then I ask myself " Am I strong to leave or strong to stay?"
Good luck tonight I am sending you a warm hug, I know you just feel sick to your stomach with worry right now, waiting and wondering when will he finaly come home to you, where he belongs.