I have no clue how you can sit there sober with a full bottle of jack in the cupboard. If you have the mental fortitude then all the power to you. Myself, no way could that bottle stay there unopened.
You mentioned your lucky to not be addicted to the point of "needing" a drink, and you know what, your right, you are lucky, unless there's something your not telling us. Being at the point im at, where you NEED a drink all the time everytime is a hell I wouldnt wish on anyone.
Whatever your deal is, best of luck to you, stay active on SR, be strong, and be positive,