I know this feeling all too well. I have been this way as long as I can remember. I can remember sitting in school and just day dreaming the day away. For me day dreaming and sleeping are my ways of escaping reality. I want to do so many things, but I just don't do them. I will get all fired up about something and then when it's time to do it I say "I think I need a nap first." Which of course leads to sleeping for a few hours and waking up with no motivation. I never have figured out why i don't just do things I know need to be done. I'm not lazy I work full time and have had a job since I was 10 years old. Hopefully as I start to heal from of this mess I will learn to change.