Originally Posted by
CamilleBelle 
I like "simply sleep" or just plain melatonin... only issues I have, they either put me to sleep but dont keep me there, or I cant fall asleep and then am exhausted when I wake up... but I still think they work pretty well all the same
Yeah, I've taken stuff like "SleepMD" before. Thing is, it always leads me back to drinking and doing recreational drugs. I've pretty much alienated everyone who cares about me doing drugs and drinking, so it's not even worth the risk.
Professionally though, things have been really good of late. I've somehow managed to not miss a day of work in the 3+months I've been at this new job.
I really like it, and don't want to lose it.
But I know if I drink or use drugs, it's just a matter of time.
I can see the writing on the wall.
I'm almost afraid to drink a coffee these days.