Congrats EmeraldRose, and thanks for the uplifting post, I am just over 9 months and it seems like I hit a huge bump in the road, a screaming ‘Alcoholic Voice’ with crazy mood shifts, it’s like I’m back at 30 days all over again.
I know this is temporary, and I have had some great times sober, I look forward to 10 months myself, however I said when I started this journey that It might take 18 months before things got easy, and who knows it may never get easy just more rewarding like a hard day’s work, sometimes I feel my best after a good hard day at work, like I really accomplished something.
I haven’t felt like posting all day, I laid out of work today after a 4 day weekend (not good), I really got to get out of this rut, your post made me smile, thanks and Gerbosko maybe your right, it’s just that rainbows and marshmallows are such latent type things, there probably all around us, I just never notice them these days, I gotta start opening my eyes and looking for the silver lining.
Congrats again on the 10 months, that is great!