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Maybe as uncomfortable as that fear is, it is healthy. I think that realizing how vulnerable we are is uncomfortable.
But when we know our weaknesses, we can fight them.
Maybe when you feel vulnerable it is a sign that you need something. Maybe some special fellowship with some really wise recovering a's, like yourself
I think you have a special gift- teaching. I am glad you are here. Thank you for sharing, it makes me feel less alone, to hear others voice their doubts and fears. We are really all so very much alike, it seems.
I love Red Green's famous saying "Remember, we're all in this together- I'm pulling for ya".
hugs
chicory