O.K. I'll DO IT dang it...I'll do it. I will.
Doing the right thing is hard but I'm listening, willing and just open-minded enough to change. After all, I have a life too...right...and isn't my life worth something too?
You guys are the messengers from my H.P. Funny how the message is always the same and I get turned around so easily. Like an addict...I got an easy forgetter too! I came from a long line of enablers...my Grand-Mother, my Mother, my Sister...and I'm the only one trying to change! No one in my family has ever sought recovery...but You guys are my family right! I feel it here. Thank God for all of you. I can actually go to bed now with some prayers and peace...if he would just cut that music down.....arrrrrrgh!
I'm not scared. I choose God. I choose love. I choose truth. Goodnight.