Day 9!!! Staying strong..no urge what so ever to take any sort of pills, and only had one trigger..I am realizing now the things that kept me using. My environment and the time is not health, mainly due to my addiction, lies, and the hurt I have caused. I am trying my best to think positive and try to realize I can't change the past, I can only change the future. At times I wonder if coming clean to my sign other was the right thing to do, since now every thing he says is negative towards me. Not really everything, he has his cool moments and his tough. That is expected, but wish he could look towards the brightside of things. At least I am still not using and blowing money on things like pills. This time will pass, I need to stay strong. Exercising helps clear my mind, but oh am I sore! Thanks to this forum for giving me a place to talk!