Well ruby,
Even after winding up in the ICU in Jan. 2011, and the doctors telling me that they thought when I arrived I had "wet brain", alcohol deminsia. When I was released that evening I was at the bar drinking shots and beers.
In June I finally just got the idea in my head I want to live, and live without coming to and having to go straight for a couple shots to move and shake through my own skin.
the vomiting everymorning and all ect. That existance is no life and I lived it that bad for the last 10 years.
You can do this , for YOU which in turn will be a beautiful return for your children. You are blessed to be here use it .
Day one hug, still looking forward to your journey.
