Welcome, Here1GoAgain!
I agree with Dee about getting help for detox. Have you ever thought about looking into a treatment center? Some of them offer medically supervised detox (usually a few days) than can make this much more bearable.
Just remember, a lot of people have been in the same place, so you're not alone......
You may want to check out the substance abuse part of the forum:
Substance Abuse - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
Glad you're here!
