1undone I so get it - right there with you I want everyone to leave so I can hide and recover from today and the stress of not drinking. Right now I'm hanging with the kids - it helps A LOT- not being with the adults who are drinking but with the kids. I've played twister, Pocket Gods, potty wars (don't ask - I'm doing what I need to so I don't drink). So yes potty wars.
Hand in there it's almost over. I hear next year will be easier.