Originally Posted by
Seared 
I don't want to do inpatient either.
I can see you making declarations about what you're NOT willing to do, yet not so much about what you are willing to do in order to combat your drinking problem. You've mentioned attending an outpatient program, one that is obviously not helping you to stay sober, so are you willing to do something else, something more?
Thing is; since you are the person drinking when you don't want to, I'd suggest you aren't the best person to look to for judgments on what can help you or not. Kinda the same as asking the guy with 10 wrecked cars in his back yard how to avoid accidents.
Sometimes what we don't
like is exactly what we do
need. Just sayin'.