Originally Posted by
steve1840 
the one friend i made started to tell me some stories the other day about things she told him that happened after my visit. i said, you know what, it doesnt matter. nothing will shock me, its just more of the same stuff that they do. i said i dont care about what she did, but only care about what is happening now. as far as i know she is there and there is nothing i can do until i hear from here in a day or in months
Steve, why are you "friends" with people who are associated with her and fill you in on her?
That's still equivalent to an addict just using a 'little' DOC.