introducing myself
Hi All
I must say i never thought i'd be posting on a recovery forum but life is a funny old game i guess.
So whats driven me to this......
I've got a problem with alcohol. i didnt drink too often until recently but i've began drinking alone daily and hiding it from my wife. matters came to a head last night when i went to event she organisied and drank until i passed out. This isnt a one off for me this has happened a lot. I've obviously hurt and disappointed my wife and i hate that this has happened. i feel horrible for how i've made her feel and i think its about time i addressed my problems. i've spent the morning alone in tears and finally signed up for AA. My first meeting is tonight and i'm massively aprehensive about this.