Nik,
"I wish there were something I could do for all you who have helped me so much other than just saying thank you but for the moment words and feelings are all I have"
What would make me happy Nik, and I'm sure I speak for others on this...is to see you stay the course and eventually post your encouragement to others..because you know how they feel. Just my 2 cents. Keep on going..you can do this Nik