Still in a fog
I haven't left my bedroom all day. I've just watched tv and looked around on the computer. I keep telling myself that the next day will be better. I dropped my husband off at detox 3 days ago. I've never gone 3 days without at least talking to him. It's hard even though I know its best and there is nothing to say right now. What usually happens now? They didn't give me any information at the hospital. How long does detox usually last? What happens after that? Does he just come home like nothing happened? Any insight would be helpful.
When I stop worrying about my husband and reminding myself that this is real and not a dream, I start to worry about the finances. Once I pay the mortgage on Tuesday I will have exactly $1,000. left to my name. What am I going to do? Should I sell the house before our credit gets ruined? This is all making me sick. Going to my first Al-Anon meeting in a couple of hours. I hope I find some relief there. I'm very nervous.