kiki-
no. i was saying that it was nice that i brought myself to talk to someone new, but that i ama no where near in a position to get involved. no point in entering something when broken. not fair to other person. i cant date someone if my mind is elsewhere. no sense in rushing things.
i was reading Getting Them sober. misleading title, but it has some going parts. i related muchto the segments about in our own time. it may be the smallest step but it is a step. i am learning not to beat up on myself for being stuck where i am.
i am getting more and more frustrated at myself which is helping motivate me