Not sure where it all will lead...
Finally convinced hubby to seek help. He isn't happy. Last nite I got the part where its because he comes home to me, that he drinks. After all, he only drinks after he gets home. I feel as though I've returned home to my alcoholic dad and codependent mom....Always my fault. It is so hard to keep this disease in perspective and realize that the accusations are part of the denial and disease. I'm feeling very fragile today and so close to tears. Could really use a hug and a shoulder. This week is not good to find an alanon group and next week will be too busy as well. Have finally found the locations of local groups, though, and will seek them soon. Just needed a place to vocalize my thoughts. Thanks for being there!