You need to do this for YOUR KIDS..and FOR YOU! You are reaching out to people on this site who are so supportive and thats a great first step. You've called your doctor. You've recognized you have a problem. Kudos to you for wanting something better. ANd forgive me for saying this but shame on your husband....maybe he's scared of what you will be when this is all said and done. Maybe he's afraid that if you are making this big step, he might have to too with something, or maybe that you'll be better than him. Whatever the reason, i hope and pray he becomes supportive. Stick with it! Don't give up no matter how hard it gets. Listen to me, i sound like a pro....And i'm just wrapping up day 3!