Well My father-in-law passed away before my partner could get there to say good-bye. Just so sad. I think the overwhelming feeling I was having was me trying not to cry - I can't tell you the last time I truly cried.
So now I'm here in the office crying and the kids are watching a show and in some weird way I feel better.
I have to go in and tell the kids - they'll be okay - didn't know him well - they'll be more concerned that their parents are sad. We'll be okay.
Please keep my other half in your prayers. Her and the rest of her family as the mourn their loss. It was a very long day for her - that 9 hour car drive was 1 hour too long. She's a good person - tries to do what's right... and he was a man that worked to just about his last day to support his family... anyway now I'm rambling
Thanks for the support.