Thank you all for your words of wisdom & kindness. It's really appreciated knowing someone else is going through the same thing. I ran out of meds last night & have no hopes of refills till the 27th. & now the real problems begin. On top of withdrawal symptoms, including pain & irritability, lies my actual pain. I just have no self control when that bottle is filled. I think to myself "why not take another & feel AMAZING?? You have an entire bottle left" and surely, within a week, that bottle is gone. I forget & lose track of when I took the last pill. I put 5 in my pants pocket while @ work so I won't have to dig through my purse & allow my co workers to hear that musical bottle alerting everyone of what I'm doing. This morning I feel kind of hung over. My back hurts SO bad. Not to mention I have a cold.
thanks for the replies. I'll try to keep coming back.