This is my first time "really trying" which means in the past I've been like "I think I should stop drinking - maybe I won't drink tomorrow" and then I'd drink.
So I haven't relapsed but I'm just starting to come to terms with I can never drink again. For now I'm not drinking today or this weekend. Already convinced myself I can't drink during Thanksgiving...
My guess is early December I'll come to terms with the fact that I can't drink at Christmas ... and so on.
I plan on never having a relapse. Trying to learn from all the posts here.